Thursday, March 29, 2012

My world of motherhood

Ever since entering the world of Motherhood, most of my days have been spent alone. 
Alone, though, in a happy and content way for me. 
I really actually don't feel alone. And while technically I'm not alone because my baby girl is usually by my side. I'm alone in the since that I'm not around many adults during the daytime hours ( or until Kyle gets home from work).
But, like I mentioned above, I'm happy and content with this.
I've always been one to need "alone" time. Actually, I think every friend I have is like this as well. After spending hours and hours with each other, we all needed our time to just think to ourselves and organize and regroup. 
 And perhaps it's for those very same reasons I am welcoming this time in my life so much.
My time and energy these days is meant to be with my baby.
She won't be this small forever! And everyday she seems to get bigger and bigger...
I find myself just staring at her a lot..
and just studying her little features.
Oh, those lips..
...and those eyes..
and those little finger nails...
I match up her little foot to my fingers to see which finger is the same size as her foot.
My index finger is the perfect match.
Such a cute little foot...oh gosh, and those toes!
 I'm realizing how overwhelming this constant growth period with babies is in the first year. I mean it is all so wonderful to watch them grow and change, but it happens so fast...too fast! I'm scared I'm going to forget it. I mean, seriously. Sage just learned to sit on her own, but now Baby Girl is making moves like she wants to crawl! Lately, I feel like I've been walking around trying to keep my eyes opened extra wide
...I don't want to blink...
I want to take in everything...
So, taking it all in is what I've been trying to do with my days of just Sage and Momma. We have been spending a lot of time outside. Of course, that stroller of mine is a necessity in my life right now. That sucker is always in the trunk of my car. I'm becoming a pro at taking it out, and.. BOOM!.. opening it up!
 Stroller why do I love you so much?
Oh yes- because you make it possible to go on pretty walks in pretty places :) 
My beloved wheels



my sweet Sagiepoo
Sage and I take in the pops of color spring has brought our way.
This spring has made me realize how much I love Red Bud Trees.  They make me want to paint a room that pretty purple pinkish color.

And I've said this many times before, but these seasons are a marvelous thing.
 Change is a marvelous thing.

 and with no worries of snow storms anymore
we now have those spring thunderstorms to watch!
Yesterday that blue sky turned dark and gray
 The air started to smell like rain
The clouds rolled in.
And so did that thunder...
Lightening put on a little show for us over the mountain tops
And the trees started swaying
Back and forth. Back and forth.
Ahh ...afternoon thunderstorms are my favorite:)
 We watched the whole storm from our deck door.

and

then

look!
That blueness and sunshine came back!

This mix up of weather seemed to parallel with my own life.
As my "alone" time days ended because family came to town!
I decided to become a more social creature
and wheeled my way to my Grandmothers to visit with my beautiful cousin Krista.
 Sage loved being in her arms, and decided to take a little snooze:)
Harvest, Krista's daughter also came along to visit...
Look at this cute thing!
Such a pleasant doggie. She is so gentle and sweet.
I wish Simone wasn't so hyper, so I could travel around with her more.
She will be two in August, and I hear dogs kind of grow out of their crazy puppy stage around then, so maybe soon she will be more calm around other people..especially strangers, and act a bit like the wise and beautiful Harvest:)
I love my dog, though. She may be sassy and energetic at times, but Sista is ambitious!
She knows what she wants.
And watching her carry this branch around the yard just made me love her that much more.
Finally,
I
end
with 
this.
I was given this for free!
We can now take the baby on hikes.
Sage loves it!
We love it:)
The gift was a good ending to the day.
Maybe I will give my stroller a break and start getting Sage and I around town in this device.
Hey, if it makes her happy, I'll do anything.

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