decorative trail

The camelbak was filled. Snacks were packed. Sneakers were on. My camera was safely wrapped in a blanket and tucked away in a bag. My baby was on my back.

The first part to this trail is a killer- the incline just seems to grow and grow as the trail changes from dirt to rock; the larger rocks indicating the steepest part has arrived. I carried Sage for about a mile up I would say but felt discouraged once we met up with these bigger rocks. I continued up the trail a couple more feet and then asked to make a switch with my sister. I felt bad handing the weight of Sage over to her especially during this part of the hike, but I wasn't feeling very powerful.  My sister took over, though, and carried her niece up on her back with no problem at all. I marveled a bit as she gracefully powered ahead of me, seemingly bouncing off these big rocks like she had springs on the bottom of her shoes. I advanced up behind her, noticing how my hands met my knees with each big step I took. Upward we moved. Sweat poured down the side of my face. I concentrated on my breaths.

When we made it to the top, the rocky trial turned back to dirt and the terrain leveled out. The sunlight peered in through the canopy of leaves above us- decorating the trail with a beautiful leafy pattern. It felt cool and refreshing up there. It felt whimsical and remote. This is why we hike. Of course, like always, we walked past other hikers. Some hike solo, some have dogs, some are friendly, some just walk right by making no eye contact at all. There must be something on their mind, I think. They appear to be mangling through some thoughts- searching for some clarity. I hope they are able to find it.

Once we made it to the overlook. We stayed there for a bit and relaxed. Heading back down is always easier. Conversation flows better. Our bodies felt tired in a good way. My head felt less cloudy. Sage slept soundly on my back, holding onto me tightly. I thought, her eyes saw good things today, I hope she's dreaming of butterflies and mountaintops.